Saying Goodbye to Madison

Dear Madison,

 

We know we never got to say goodbye, and that is the hardest part. One day you were there and the next you were with God. 

We will never forget the way we felt when we saw the two pink lines, we knew that we were finally going to have our sweet baby girl. We just knew from the beginning that you were very special; we just didn't know that you were so special that we wouldn't ever get to hold you. Your mission on this earth was over before it began, to give Mommy and Daddy just a little joy.

Maybe we wanted you so much that it just couldn't be? I guess your little body just wasn't strong enough to stay. 

We will never get to hold you and that makes us so sad, but we will always hold you in our hearts where you belong. 

We wanted you so badly and never thought that God needed you more. I guess we were selfish for feeling this way. We would give anything to hold you in our arms and sing to you. 

You were perfect and because of that you couldn't stay.

Our hearts are broken and there will always be a void, but time will heal. You will always be our angel and we will love you forever.

 

Love,

Mommy and Daddy

I'll Never Know
By LisaMarie Emerle

How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello?
I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go?
I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share
There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair?
You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago
I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go
The pain and confusion I feel inside
I can not explain...I can not describe
God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep
I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep
you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above
You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love
Hush my little baby...you need not ever cry
You were always wanted!  I wish you didn't die
You'll be my sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night
Reach for God's hand and go to the light
I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now
Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow
I was blessed to have you briefly...even though I have to let you go
I wish I knew the reason but I guess I'll never know